Everybody looking for something…

By Sy, August 14, 2018

Sweet dreams are made of this
Who am I to disagree
Travel the world and the seven seas
Everybody looking for something
Some of them want to use you
Some of them want to get used by you
Some of them want to abuse you
Some of them want to be abused.

Marilyn Manson Version

******  What’s on me  ******

{Hair} pr!tty // Sury // Reds (Gacha find on MP for less than 40L)

{Nail Polish} The Little Bat // Bright Tip Nails @ Suicide Dollz til 8/24

{Tattoo} Endless Pain Tattoos // Nora (version without neck piece)

{Skin} 7 Deadly s{K}ins // BLOOM // Pineapple @ the mainstore as a group gift for the month of August

{Lingerie} .epoch. // Niki Outfit  // Grayscale Pack

{Shoes} Mosquito’s Way // Anne Heels

******  Where am I  ******

Backdrop City

******  Stuff I wanna say  ******

I took this picture and started thinking about how I don’t think my outfit really matches my background.  I liked the picture when I took it, but now it just seems … off?  For the longest time, my look has been very dark, black, some might even say goth.  Lately I find myself wearing, … *has to take a deep breath* …. pink.

So I guess this picture turned out being a representation of what is going on in my head, even more than I realized.  I’m trying to find myself again.  Not that I had lost me, but we all change over time and continue to evolve.  I don’t think we are evolving into this ‘person’ we will one day end up being.  We never really END up being any one thing.  We aren’t a project with a completion date.  We won’t be a finished person when we turn a certain age and then just stay that person til we die.

So I’m sort of mid-change when it comes to how I choose to express myself.  My Lee really brings out the babygirl in me… that honestly I never realized existed, so I’m trying to figure out where the girly gear fits with the rest of me… the tattooed, tomboy who loves black, mohawks and metal.

 

 

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