I’ll let you in on a little secret…

By Sy, August 8, 2018

I’m not perfect… 

You’re shocked, I know!  Yes, ok I’m being a tiny bit sarcastic.  I have always been a tiny bit sarcastic, but for some reason it seems more readily accessible lately.  I’m really angry right now and I’m not going to go into the details of why, but I am gonna talk about a few things that all this anger has pushed me to think about.  For some reason, grown ass adults in SL feel the need to behave like children.  I know that many people refer to the drama in SL as being like high school drama, but when I realized that my high school aged daughter deals daily with similar issues, it never seemed more true.  The similarities are just unsettling.

My very first thought was… “I’m way to old for this crap.”

Before you start thinking, “But hey… Sy, aren’t you being as immature as the people you are mad at?” (ok so you might only say this if you knew the situation… but you get the idea) I’d respond with, “Yeah, you are probably right.  Just hopefully not all the time…”  I’m angry because of recent events, but probably more so because of a grudge I’ve been holding.  Holding grudges is kinda stupid and immature.  So yes, I would have to agree with you.  Is it my pride that causes me the most problems? Probably.

I really do feel like I’m right about something and right about the thing that i’m ‘grudge-holding’ over, but my mind won’t let go of certain things and I keep asking myself…
1.  Is it worth losing relationships over?
2.  Can I swallow my pride and hope that things can be fixed?
3.  Can I live with the possibility that I would be the only one willing to swallow my pride?
4.  Are we just past the point of no return?
5.  Should I give up and try to move on?
6.  Can I be ok with giving up or will it always be a regret that I didn’t give it one more shot?

******  What’s on me  ******

{Skin} 7 Deadly s{K}ins // Goldie // Snow @ the Sense Event until… TODAY!!

{Hair} TRUTH // Yuko (Group gift for August)

{Eyes} The Little Bat // Arista Eyes @ Mermaid’s Cove Event til 8/13!

{Nail polish} The Little Bat // Evie Nails @ Mesh Body Addicts til 8/21

{Tattoo} Endless Pain Tattoos // Quinnlan

{Freckles} DeeTaleZ // *Mesh* Freckles Layer

{Necklace} The Little Bat // Terra Necklace

{Eyepatch} *{( konpeitou )}* // frill eyepatch
(I can’t find this on marketplace and it said hunt in the title so this may be a previous hunt item.)

{Dress} Dead Dollz // Lust Dress // Ombre (Previous 50L Friday item)

{Socks} #EMPIRE  // Ren

{Shoes} REIGN. // RACHEL HEELS (Previous 50L Friday item)

Kibitz // Nevaeh Rings // Black

{Bracelet} ^^Swallow^^ // Harl3y Quinn // SUICIDE bracelet

******  Where am I  ******

Backdrop City

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